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November 6th, 2011

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10:07 pm - Take It All
Title: Take It All.
Rating: PG-13 (language)
Pairing: Kristin Chenoweth/Idina Menzel
Spoilers: none
Summary: Idina get a gift from Lea.
Disclaimer: No affiliation.
A/N: I have not written for a long time. I am trying to get back into it. Hope you enjoy!

It was just another day on the set of Glee. I was just about to walk into my trailer when I heard someone yelling for me.

“Idina!!! Wait I have something for you!”

I turned around to see a petite, brunette running towards me. Lea finally caught up to where I was and stopped a moment to catch her breath. For such a healthy girl, she sure got out of breath easily.

“Here. You need to listen to this.” She handed me a CD with “FOR HER” written on it in a familiar script.

“Lea, I appreciate it but I have to study my lines I don’t have time to list-“

“Just listen to it okay? Please.”

I agreed and went inside and plopped down in front of the stereo. I took a deep breath and pressed play. Soon a voice filled the trailer with pain and truth.

Didn't I give it all,
Tried my best,
Gave you everything I had,
Everything and no less?
Didn't I do it right?
Did I let you down?

I fell back against the wall and closed my eyes. Okay, so I know Kris made this for me but the question is how did Lea get a hold of it?

Maybe you got too used to
By having me around.
Still how can you walk away
From all my tears?
It's gonna be an empty road
Without me right here.

But go on and take it,
Take it all with you.
Don't look back
At this crumbling fool.
Just take it all
With my love,
Take it all
With my love.

My heart was breaking with every note Adele sang. Before I knew it, I was crying. Why was I so cold to Kristin, after San Francisco and all the love that was made there? Why did I feel the need to shut Kristin out? Was I scared? Yes, scared that is it. Scared of what though is the question.

Maybe I should leave
To help you see

Nothing is better than this
And this is everything we need.

She is so right. Nothing is better than what we had. God, Idina, why were you so stupid? WHY WHY WHY?!?!?! Couldn’t you have just been open with your feelings instead of holding them in? Kristin is all that I need. I would give anything to have her back.

So is it over?
Is this really it?
You've given up so easily,
I thought you loved me more than this.

I do love you, Kris, I really do. I don’t want this to be over anymore. I want you back. But what about Taye and Walker? Why does it have to be so complicated?

But go on and take it,
Take it all with you.
Don't look back
At this crumbling fool.
Just take it all
With my love,
Take it all
With my love.

I will change if I must.
Slow it down and bring it home, I will adjust.
Oh if only, if only you knew,
Everything I do is for you

But go on and take it,
Take it all with you.
Don't look back
At this crumbling fool.
Just take it all
With my love,
Take it all
With my love.

There was a soft knock on my door, “Idina, is it okay to come in?”

It was Lea. Oh God I much look like shit. Fuck. I looked at myself in the mirror and attempted to clean my face up a little. I let Lea in and we made our way to the couch. She offered a sympathetic smile.

“How did you get a hold of this?” I asked.

“I follow her on twitter. The other day she posted a tweet that said ‘Adele has gotten me through so much heartbreak. That voice. Second album. Take It All is my song.’ So I called her up and talked to her about it. She completely lost, like full out breakdown. She told me all about you and her back in the Wicked days, San Fran, and when it all ended. She misses you but is just too scared to contact you. She is afraid that if she does, you will just ignore her. She said she isn’t strong enough for that. So I came up with the idea of putting that song on a CD and having her write FOR HER on it and brought it with me today.

“Lea, while I appreciate this gesture, I am just not sure I am ready to talk to her. She hurt me when she left.”

“Yeah but you hurt her long before she left the show and you know it. I am so much like you. I hold back how I really feel about my significant others and apparently so do you. What would you say to just talking to her one more time? Then I will leave you alone about it? Okay, do it for me.”

“I don’t know.”

“Please. What’s one time going to hurt?”


She threw her arms around me and thanked me.

“You won’t regret it.” And with that, she bounced out of my trailer.

Am I really ready to see her again? UGH, why did I agree to that?

A knock at the door brought me back to reality. “Idina, it’s me open back up I forgot to tell you something.”

What now Lea? I thought as I made my way to the door. I slung it open to be face to face with the one woman I hadn’t seen in forever. My heart skipped a few beats when I saw her. She was just as amazing and beautiful as she was all those years ago.

“Hi, Dee.”

Current Mood: thankfulthankful

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Date:November 7th, 2011 01:09 pm (UTC)
Thank you.

I am thinking about adding some more chapters but I haven't made my mind up yet. :)

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